Sunday, February 28, 2010
COMMAND AND CONQUERThis is the game i have been playing recently, that why didnt really have time to blog :) heehees ,. Will be uploading videos on how i play this games as well :P
Guy who have not try out this game , faster g0 and get one of it and start battling !! wakakas !! is a very nice strategy !! Didnt really like all this fighting games , till i see BABY play !! Hahas , and now he is still training me , must make sure one day i play better than him !! Wanna have a 1vs1
with him real soon !! heehees !!
This is tanya !! Tanya is a character from the Command & Conquer . The game that i have been playing !!
Ever since the original Command & Conquer: Red Alert, the Allied player has always relied on a crack commando leader named Tanya. Whether it’s always been the same Tanya is a matter of some debate, but one way or the other, Tanya’s the one you go to when something needs to be blown up real good. iloveu !!
9:27 PM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
After seeingg a friend of mine,
blog about her miscarriage,
decided to blog about what i did to my own child,.
if i m nt wrong by how i count ,
april should be my baby one year death anniversary.
HIS NAME : THAM YONG YI
it was last year july when i found out that i was pregnant .
wanted to keep the child but due to some reasons , i aborted it .
i was so excited about it that i decided to let my parent know
when i double comfirmed it,. sadly, i didnt have the chance .
waited till august before i make up my mind.
my child was 4month old when i aborted it ,.
while in the operation room ,
i was still very confused wheather i should abort it or not ,
until the doc inject a 'coma' jab in my hand vein ,
and i went in coma ,.
two hours later i was awake ,
still feeling weak and blur ,.
all i know was MY BABY IS GONE ,.
i dont have the chance to carry him, feed him,
sleep by his side,take a look at him, bath for him,
call his name, change his diaper, love him.
REASON on why i insisted of having this child,
was because i believe every living thing has a chance to live ,.
it was a creation made by me and my ex ,.
but yet he dont want it ,.
if i could turn back the time ,
i would have give birth to it ,.
is ok being a single mummy !!
seeing my friend one by one getting pregnant ,
i seen how noble they will ,.
even when their love relation have problem they never even think of giving up,
they even give birth to their baby ,.
MUMMY IN THE WORLD I RESPECT YOU ALL !!
11:44 PM
回到过去
ROTTING AT HOME RIGHT NOW
nothing to do look into my computer de document !!
LOLS !! saw my last time photo !! omg look so kiddy !!!
BOYFRWEND WORKING RIGHT NOW !!
IMISSHIM
Wont be seeing him tonight as well ,.
OMG !! he seem to be my sleeping pills le a drug to me !!
without him i just cant get to sleep !!
10:02 PM
我的最爱还是你
BABY WALK WITH ME AND DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE.DONT LET GO OF MY HAND.
finally done with the blogging thing , but still will be editing it again !! FINALLY baby gave me a call !! PIG HIM !! HE fall asleep !
Well wad should i blog about ? where should i start ?
Maybe write about what i did yesterday ?
yesterday baby went back to his office at around 4plus , so before he went back
he taught me how to play COMMAND AND CONQUER, wtf !! tat game was like damn difficult !!
in the end i gave up , mayb ask baby to teach mi again ba ,.
Quarrel with baby yesterday , haiis .it was my fault for not trusting him :(
i believe in other people's words too easily le ,. naive narhs me !!
around 9plus 10 plus faith came my house to overnight :P
GUESS WHAT WE DID !! we play mahjong from 10 plus till 2 plus !!
finally she KNOW HOW TO PLAY !!
9:13 AM
COMMAND AND CONQUER
This is tanya !! Tanya is a character from the Command & Conquer . The game that i have been playing !!
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