Wednesday, February 24, 2010
After seeingg a friend of mine,
blog about her miscarriage,
decided to blog about what i did to my own child,.
if i m nt wrong by how i count ,
april should be my baby one year death anniversary.
HIS NAME : THAM YONG YI
it was last year july when i found out that i was pregnant .
wanted to keep the child but due to some reasons , i aborted it .
i was so excited about it that i decided to let my parent know
when i double comfirmed it,. sadly, i didnt have the chance .
waited till august before i make up my mind.
my child was 4month old when i aborted it ,.
while in the operation room ,
i was still very confused wheather i should abort it or not ,
until the doc inject a 'coma' jab in my hand vein ,
and i went in coma ,.
two hours later i was awake ,
still feeling weak and blur ,.
all i know was MY BABY IS GONE ,.
i dont have the chance to carry him, feed him,
sleep by his side,take a look at him, bath for him,
call his name, change his diaper, love him.
REASON on why i insisted of having this child,
was because i believe every living thing has a chance to live ,.
it was a creation made by me and my ex ,.
but yet he dont want it ,.
if i could turn back the time ,
i would have give birth to it ,.
is ok being a single mummy !!
seeing my friend one by one getting pregnant ,
i seen how noble they will ,.
even when their love relation have problem they never even think of giving up,
they even give birth to their baby ,.
MUMMY IN THE WORLD I RESPECT YOU ALL !!
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